aahh...reality have hit me fast and hard once again...the shit have hit the fan people..i dunnoe but lately i've been felling pissed and so depressed...i talked with my sister bout it and what she said got me thinking...
raini, u noe, my best friend, well she got so many things going on in her life right now. n if u're reading tis raini,in which i highly doubt so,(pity huh tat my own best frend don't even noe my blog) im so sorie..bt u noe wad dey sae, its not healthy to ignore ur probs coz it will only add on to ur burden...i don't know what's happening but i cant take it anymore...i tried talking to u raini but u don't seem to acknowledge it but if u say u do, then crying and telling me that u cnt handle this right now coz u got so many things going on right now don't cut it...u nid to find a better reason gerl...my sis told me that i shld let u go...the gerl i once knew is no more n in her place right now is someone i don't even noe..u're like a stranger to me raini...the only reason im holding on to our friendship is because its so difficult for me 2 let u go..n aso bcoz im such a sucker for sweet talks ..everitime u sae u love me so much n that im e greatest frend in e whole universe, i believed u...i fell for that raini but i don't think im going to anymore...do u reli mean wad u sae or its jz a natural thing for u to do??
maybe u don't nid me anymore coz i can see that u r having a better time wif someone else..im not jealous or anything but i wld feel so much better if u were just to let me go then to continue treating me e wae u r right now..im hurt raini...cnt u tell??i seriousli doubt so...
sorie to sound so crude, but u've got to stop being so SELF-CENTRED...i noe u have your problems raini but wad about me??u think i don't hv probs??i hv as mani probs as u do but the only reason im faring better then u is bcoz i sort out my priorities..u have to sort out ur priorities raini...i've helped u n given advice...now its up to u whether or not u want to heed it but i cn see that ure not heeding it so y bother anymore right??im taking a step back coz that's all i'm gona do...
it seems to me that its e right ting to do...i cnt take it anymore raini...everitime i c u cry or hurt n i asked y, e reason is alwaes e same...im so sick n tired of ur antics raini...get back to reality..stop lying n face the truth...i cnt help u anymore..ive done my best...as of right now, im uncontactable...unless u gt ur priorities straighten out, i've cleaned my hands off u...i noe tat a friend is someone that walks in when the everione else in e world seem to walk out on u but u had urs raini and u took it for granted...now im waiting for mine...will u ensure me that u'd b e friend that wld walk in when everiting seems to go rong??will u promise that u'd b there for me as to how i've alwaes been dere for u??u had ur turn raini n now it is my turn...
i'm not losing my mind..i jz cnt stay to c myself cry bcoz u cldnt stay to watch me cry coz u didn't hv the time and so i slowly slipped away...i have no regrets n i stand by my decisions n shall face the consequence n i hope by then, my friend in shining armor wld come...
a lesson bout faith i hv learnt is that u give it to the people you love but the people who really deserves it r e ones who come thru even if you don't love them enough.
raini, u noe, my best friend, well she got so many things going on in her life right now. n if u're reading tis raini,in which i highly doubt so,(pity huh tat my own best frend don't even noe my blog) im so sorie..bt u noe wad dey sae, its not healthy to ignore ur probs coz it will only add on to ur burden...i don't know what's happening but i cant take it anymore...i tried talking to u raini but u don't seem to acknowledge it but if u say u do, then crying and telling me that u cnt handle this right now coz u got so many things going on right now don't cut it...u nid to find a better reason gerl...my sis told me that i shld let u go...the gerl i once knew is no more n in her place right now is someone i don't even noe..u're like a stranger to me raini...the only reason im holding on to our friendship is because its so difficult for me 2 let u go..n aso bcoz im such a sucker for sweet talks ..everitime u sae u love me so much n that im e greatest frend in e whole universe, i believed u...i fell for that raini but i don't think im going to anymore...do u reli mean wad u sae or its jz a natural thing for u to do??
maybe u don't nid me anymore coz i can see that u r having a better time wif someone else..im not jealous or anything but i wld feel so much better if u were just to let me go then to continue treating me e wae u r right now..im hurt raini...cnt u tell??i seriousli doubt so...
sorie to sound so crude, but u've got to stop being so SELF-CENTRED...i noe u have your problems raini but wad about me??u think i don't hv probs??i hv as mani probs as u do but the only reason im faring better then u is bcoz i sort out my priorities..u have to sort out ur priorities raini...i've helped u n given advice...now its up to u whether or not u want to heed it but i cn see that ure not heeding it so y bother anymore right??im taking a step back coz that's all i'm gona do...
it seems to me that its e right ting to do...i cnt take it anymore raini...everitime i c u cry or hurt n i asked y, e reason is alwaes e same...im so sick n tired of ur antics raini...get back to reality..stop lying n face the truth...i cnt help u anymore..ive done my best...as of right now, im uncontactable...unless u gt ur priorities straighten out, i've cleaned my hands off u...i noe tat a friend is someone that walks in when the everione else in e world seem to walk out on u but u had urs raini and u took it for granted...now im waiting for mine...will u ensure me that u'd b e friend that wld walk in when everiting seems to go rong??will u promise that u'd b there for me as to how i've alwaes been dere for u??u had ur turn raini n now it is my turn...
i'm not losing my mind..i jz cnt stay to c myself cry bcoz u cldnt stay to watch me cry coz u didn't hv the time and so i slowly slipped away...i have no regrets n i stand by my decisions n shall face the consequence n i hope by then, my friend in shining armor wld come...
a lesson bout faith i hv learnt is that u give it to the people you love but the people who really deserves it r e ones who come thru even if you don't love them enough.
p.s: i know that i'm going to regret posting tis up in my blog..damn my guilty-conscious..
questioning my sanity around 3:34 PM
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