-We fear what we don’t understand.Or what is stronger than we are-
3 DAYS.
that's how long i've been cooped up.
going out didn't happen.
no money spending session.
chillin' at coffeebean/starbucks was a no-no.
crap. i need help.i need to go out. i need this exam period to be over. wait, i WANT it to be over asap. someone please invent a bloody time machine. i want to go to the time where exams are over and i am having the time of my life.
time-machine?anyone?
- finding myself looking into the window of normalcy and seeing everything that I will never have, lying just beyond my reach -
YEAH!!NO MORE SCHOOL BABY!NO MORE!!
no more tutorials.
no more lecturers.
no more wasting time.
no more breaks.
no more gossips.
and oh ya, no more drama.
haiz.
-To love yourself, you must learn to love your body—big, small, wide, thin, we’re all beautiful, you just have to believe yourself.-
i thought...
i was past it
past the point where i thought i was imperfect
the point where i thought all the things i've done wasn't enough
and that i had to push myself harder
i thought...
i need to do more
to be one of them
but it shook me to the core
when i found out it was wrong
i thought...
i was getting better
and that i had everything under control
but then life turned bitter
and i drowned in my sorrow
these thoughts are killing me
making me falter
from the inside, it is consuming me
making me wonder
will my life be a wreckage
or will i be alright
will i let myself be cage
or will i stand up without a fright
