i jz realize sumting while i was smsing my fren jz nw...u noe e saying,"u nvr noe hw much someone means to u until they leave"....well..i use to tink tat e sentence was crapy n too cliche....guess i was rong huh....i nvr knew hw much she meant to me until i made the biggest mistake in my life...yes..i it was all my fault...i dunnoe y i did it...bt i did...i was tinking bak all e times we spent 2gether...den i was saying to myself tat her bez frend muz sure b an ass to treat her tat wae...she deserve much more u noe...i mean if i cld turn bak time..i wld let everiting remain e wae it was n change the part where i made my biggest mistake...bt tat was e past rite...so here i am regreting everiting tat i hv done...dunnoe y im tinking bout tis nw..tis incident hv happened ages ago..mayb its bcoz tat we r spending more time talking...i dunnoe...i jz felt so guilty suddenly....i dun even noe y im posting tis on e blog...im jz so confused...i reli am...
hey ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i've made a comeback after a whole month..mayb more den a mth.....hu cares...at least im updating again rite??ive been quite bz tis pass mth....gt xtra lessons...tonnes of hwk..trying to refresh my last year's studies...totali 4gt everiting i learnt last yr...den i gt tuition on a sunday..so practically im fully booked everydae...so i rarely can find time to update....e reason y im updating todae is simple...im sick n im excused frm sch for 3 daes starting frm yest...so i'll b back to sch by fridae....im nt sick bcoz of fever or flu or aniting...its bcoz of my eyes actuali...i gt cornea ulcer...no idea wad dat is...went to e doctor n i gt refered to the hospital...gt 3 daes mc, 5 medications n an appoinment wif an eye specialist next tues...sux huh...bt on e brite side...i dun hv to take my tests....okie...rite nw im bored out of my skull...i was forbid to use e comp, watch tv, read bk or aniting else tat involves straining my eyes...rite nw nobody's at home so tats y i cn update my blog....orite i gtg....bubbye...n oh yea...to all my frends out dere...happy valentine's dae(sorie if its one dae late)...
