another day, another story. part 165
- You never know what you have until you lose it and you never know what you lost until you get it back -
Friday was great. hanged out with Bai. Explored TM even though i have covered every inch of it since the past 14 years i've lived at tampines. the company was great. it was quite sometme since i last met her so we did a lot of catching up and of course we crap around as much. what's hanging out if you don't have any fun, joy and laughter?i really had a great time so thanks deary!
anyway, today i came down to school to do java. unbloodybelievable. reached school at 11 then i was supposed to leave at 1 to go for my Amore class but since i have not completed my codings i decided to postpone it.and guess what??i spent 8 whole freaking hours doing my java!!8 hours which is equivalent to a one night sleep. heck!!i have not even been sleeping for 8 hours for the past few days!
the things i do for education...
another day, another story. part 164
- give me a reason to not question my sanity-
i think i am experiencing a moment of insanity.
too many date lines.
so little time.
tried to make things appear fine
but i know i'm only wasting time.
another day, another story. part 163
-how much for a broken friendship, a side of regret and a plate of forgiveness?-
finally, i'm done with all my assignments. now i'm left with my presentation and walk through test as well as 2 more exam papers to sit for.i'll have to present my PDA application to my teacher this coming thurs at 10 am. bloody buggering hell, i'm nervous. i'm scared i forgot everything i'm suppose to say. oh well, i can always wing it.
my programming would be a walk through test. do some modification to the codes i have done previously. hope i can smoke through it. it's damn difficult to under java. damn.
anyway, just now the most hilarious thing happened. initially i tried out my bro's school shoes. i didn't think i could fit but at last, i could. then, i had the most hare-brained idea. i wanted to make a perfect image of a primary school kid so i tried out my bro's uniform and by god! i could fit into it!hahax..it was damn outrageously funny!my siblings and me were laughing non-stop. then to top it off, i even carried my bro' school bag.
another day, another story. part 162
- "Are you going to be a pain in the ass over the next month?"
"Most likely. Am I going to annoy you?"
"Most definitely." -
sadly but yet surprisingly true, i'm still in school. finishing up my bloody assignments. yes yes. i know it's ALL my fault but honestly, can you fault a girl for procrastinating?i don't think so.
anyway, i was super late for school. reach school about one hr and 15 mins late. yup. that's true. the ever punctual farzanah is late. even my classmate was shocked.
"Farzanah, first time man you are late."
it's cause by some stupid hold up by the mrt. they had to block the whole stretch from pasir ris to tanah merah onwards. took some pics of it though. my mom gave me money to take a cab to school so i went with raini but here's the downside, we waited for more than an hour but still no cab. so i had to ask my mom to send us to school after she sent my dad to work. the taxi money we still had to use it cause after dropping my dad at his work place, my mom decided that she doesn't know the way to my school from there so she told us to take a cab from the taxi stand. funny huh....
here's the pics i took of the unexpected scene:
if you look close enough, you can actually see two people walking near the mrt on the track.
another day, another story. part 161
- I don't have much friends because most people are afraid of me.
And why is that?
Because I'm rude, sarcastic, and mean. I try to get people to do things for me by blackmailing them, I fake injuries to get what I want, and I don't hesitate to hurt people I don't like -
wow...i'm so packed with due dates. assignments are piling up and i'm barely keeping up with it. i just borrowed 5 books for my PDA application. my god, it's so difficult to understand all the technical terms. before i got the books, i actually spent hours on the internet finding for the solution. it's seriously taking up a lot of time.
on top of that, i have my programming assignment. read the question, and i found out that i'm lost. didn't understand all of it. think i'm going to die again. oh ya,here's the best part. it's due the week after my PDA application assignment.
crap. i think i'm in so much trouble.
another day, another story. part 160
- make me a cup of hot chocolate and i'll keep your secret -
i feel so sick
a bad case of flu
my throat is in pain
and my drink can only be plain
my temperature is rising
not allowing me to think straight
to make matter worse
i got a presentation the next day
damn!
another day, another story. part 159
-trust is such a rare commodity and i don't have much of it-
whoa...it feels so weird not to have your parents at home for one whole day. feels as though something big is missing. you'd be constantly waiting for your mom to ask you to do something, wait for her nagging or hearing your dad's loud voice talking to his client on the phone. not forgetting for lunch to be cooked for you and your mom asking you to eat or your dad asking what you want when he's going down.sometimes, all those little things we take for granted. who knows what may happens in the next second, minute, hour or day. the future is uncertain. what we can do is cherish every second of everyday cause if something were to happen, you'll know that you have no regrets.
another day, another story. part 158
-did the end justify the means?-
the joys of poly life. you get to skip lessons and not care about producing any MCs. but seriously, me? skipping lessons? i think you might have mistaken me for my alter ego.
today i didn't do anything much. only had two lesson but it dragged on till 4. had a 2 hr break in between though. so we booked a room in the library and slack there till we were late for our next lesson. there, another perk of being a poly student. teachers just can't be bothered if you turn up late for class. ended early so we went to the library to check out the board game room but since it was pack, we hang out at block 72. so, once again we slacked and did nothing much really. honestly. we are a bunch of slackers. Our new school; SOS, School of Slackers.
though next week i THINK i have to work extra hard. have to start working on my PDA prototype. its where i have to come up with an application that can be implemented on a PDA. it's as easy as memorizing the periodic table from the start to the end and from the end to the start.huh...go figure.
[most of the time, it doesn't]
another day, another story. part 157
-sorry to spoil your day, but i'm no amateur-
One minute have passed
And the new year have begun
The things we done in the past
Is something we can never outrun
No matter how much you lie
You cannot change what have taken place
but you can start rebuilding your life
As that would only be the starting phase
And so here we are all praying
That you would not be in denial
As there was once was a saying
That hope springs eternal
So open up your heart
And allow the others in
For they bring you changes
That you can never imagine
another day, another story. part 156
-pragmatism?from you? i never would have thought that i would live to see this day-
honestly, today was quite fun. attended 2 hours of school only. made my mom send me though and it save a lot of time. one and a half hours to be precise.
now, what we did today was preparing a two minutes speech and deliver it in front of our whole class. it was alright though it depends on the topic you got. if you're damn unlucky, u'd get a difficult one and what i got was 'bad habits of Singaporeans.' geez...i had to crack my brain just to list down 4 bad habits. is it because im an ignorant singaporean or because of the fact that singaporeans have to many bad habits till i don't even know where to start.
another day, another story. part 155
- farzanah's rule of thumb: if they annoy you, leave them -
alright...so during the holidays i went to indonesia right, so on the flight back to singapore i sat with my mom and another passenger with me in between. she was reading newspaper and resting both of her elbows on the seat where people usually put their hands.you know...that place...ok, moving on. i was kind of pissed cause i didnt have any place to put my hand so what i did was i "accidently" said the f word loudly. my main intention was for her to hear and at least move her hand but she didnt!instead my mom heard it and scolded me.
"Farzanah!i didnt teach you to say all that right! later people think your mother never teach you!"
That's not the best part. when i came back a few days later, my dad came up to me and said,
"farzanah, i've heard that you've graduated from the school of vulgarities."
and of course me being me, was slow on the uptake and when i understood the meaning, i acted innocent of course.
"huh? school of what?"
Then he continued,
"you better don't learn from me ar. i've cut down on it alright."
trust me, i didnt expect my dad to say that and this proves to show that my mom ratted me out. geez...
another day, another story. part 154
Lookie here...an update right after another one.
just want to drop by and explained why i went back to basics. i don't feel like doing up my blog anymore. for me, plain is simple and nice. so, there...here's my new blog skin. i find it rather nice. not too bad actually and oh yeah..i kind of didn't save my previous template so i lost all the links to some of you guys blogs. so if there is some kindness left in you soul, do leave me your links alright. it'd be greatly appreciated ya.
another day, another story. part 153
-my mind not only wonders, it sometimes leaves me completely-
TGIF....yeah...the weekend is finally here.3 days of school was not quite bad. sure my mind is still in holiday mode but i managed to grasp certain knowledge. my results is not too shabby. i mean its not too bad for someone who studied last minute.
came back home just now and i was met with one bag after another bag after another one. my mom was on a spring cleaning mission. she cleaned the whole store room and oh boy, was she shocked to find out most of the bags in there is mine. she kept on asking whether i still want this bag or do i need this bag anymore or should she just throw this bag away. oh the horror of just having the thought to throw my bag. MY bag. geez...some people just don't understand that bag play an important role in your wardrobe.
after this week is over, i've promised myself to concentrate on my studies. got to get enough credits to go to year two you know and at the rate my assignments is piling, i doubt so i get to have any 'me' time. darn! and i was so looking forward to school.
another day, another story. part 152
a new day to a new year...yeah so? for it's just another normal day.sure we've moved on from 2007 to 2008 but what's the big deal about it? it's just like any other day. you go school, do assignments, sit for exams, fight with your friends, say sorry, etc...really, i don't understand what's the whole commotion about.alright, so with the new year comes a whole new list of resolutions. why come up with one when you can't even stick to the very first one you made? people, they are a very weird bunch of living things. ok, so to get in the mood of the new year, i shall write down my new year resolution. here goes:-10) i resolve to spend one hour less than my usual time on the laptop. this is going to be difficult coz i dnt even know what is my usual time i spent but nevertheless, i shall try.9) i resolve to think before i act. huh...can't be that hard now can it?8) i want to have a whole bookstack filled with all my books. something like a reading corner with a bean bag and an overhaging light. imagine comfort with a hint of coziness.7) make sure that i don't fight with anymore of my friends coz fighting is so hard to keep up with.6) i resolve to spend more time doing my school work. hah!!like that's ever going to happen.5) i shall buy birthday presents one month beforehand so that when their birthday comes, i don't have to worry about being broke. well, this depends on what sale the shops have of course and if the sale demands that i splurge myself, well, hope you guys won't mind belated gifts.4) i resolve to backup all my items in my laptop every week... provided i remember of course.3) i shall defrag my computer everyday. 2) i resolve to be less short term memory and remember information to the best of my capabilities so of course i think this is where my post it notes come in handy. bless the creator of post it notes.1) finally...i resolve to cut down on my shopping to once a month....well, once every two weeks...ok, once a week then....or maybe....three hours each day...
