hey....4gt to mention tat my previous post was actuali frm e song ''breathe no more'' by evanesscence....orite...so its tat dae again whr students gt to njoy a few hrs of freedom wifout being pressurized by deir teacher....yes...e weekend is coming....orite..so tmw im going out to buy my frend's bdae gift....dunnoe wad to gt for her....i mean as in....criusli....im bloody clueless...so tis wk is orite...my maths teacher is currentli on m.c...n we hv tis sub teacher....he teach quite orite bt e ting is dat i dun gt wad hes teaching...he teaches well but i jz cnt absorb it....den while doing his hwk...i tend to struggle....A LOT.....its already bad enuf dat im weak in my amaths den my cher hv to go on m.c....haiz...guess i hv to struggle more...den nt onli is my amaths suffering...bt my emaths aso...im so LOST in vectors...god!!!wad do dey learn in vectors!!!i sleep wen he teach vectors coz since i dun understand e 1st part, y waste my time n understand e rest rite??well, ok.....so mayb i paid attention to some of his teachings, bt i jz cnt apply wad he teach....i mean i noe e formula n all bt i cnt apply dem....sux man....haiz...n chem is getting interesting for once...we r doing organic chem which is wae much easier den wad we hv been learning last yr.....in phy im totali lost once again....orite..enuf bout my studies...i noe im slacking bt gimme some credit for at least trying orite...sshheesshh.....so tis wk ntg much hv happened, putting aside my studies,.....on wed went out for lunch after sch wif aidah n bai....we had a veri silent n quick meal...dunnoe...it was quite an awkward moment....jz found out tat my class gt a blog n friendster...jz found out tat i hv a fettish for nougats...jz found out tat i dun reli noe most of my classmates well...well dere r more i jz found out tis wk...bt i gtg...gt revision to do...adious...
I've been looking in the mirror for so long,
that I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
The little pieces falling,
shatter.
Shards of me,
to sharp to put back together.
To small to matter,
but big enough to cut me into so many little pieces,
if I try to touch her.
And I bleed,
I bleed.
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink,
like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this will make sense when I get better.
And I know the difference between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed.
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe no more.
hey ppl!!!!!!!yes...e weekend is approaching....been bz siah ever since sch reopened....nw i hv my timetable plan out..frm e time i reached home frm sch till round 8 pm, i will studyn frm 8 onwards, i will watch tv or play comp...bt of coz it will depend on hw much werk i hv to cover for tat dae....so..tats it..im preparing myself for the 'O's....god...im starting to gt pressurized oredi...darn...i dun werk well under pressure....bt i guess i hv to deal wif tat huh....n oh yeah!!!guess wad??i passed my chem test for e first time since last yr...ok..so mayb i passed one or tests last yr...bt at least its sumting....i was slaving myself off for tat chap...wrote down notes, memorise formula n all tat..thank god i passed if nt i'd oredi given up on chem...nw i hv e motivation to do well or at least pass chem...oritey...i gtg...wana sleep...adios amigos!!
ok....so im sorie tat ive nt been updating for quite sometime...ive been bz....u noe...wif stuffs...so tmw will b e start of e hols...cnt wait...gimme time to let my brain rest....haiz...my brain is almost dead coz i had tests on 3 straight daes....after studying for one test, had to study for another one....cn go bloody insane siah....ok..had my progress slip bak...passed all xcept for one...well, its e usual...failed my amaths....i dunnoe y i still fail...i mean im hving tuition mind u....u noe e prob wif me is dat i tend to rmbr everiting b4 e exams bt wen i sit for it...i totali 4gt everiting...like i hv tis memory wipeout.....god!tis sux man....so rite nw im trying to push myself to practice amaths...wad to do.....gt to make sacrifices....n oh yea..b4 i 4gt..thanx for e hp organiser ya bro!!!thanx a lot....its reli nice...okie...i gtg..wana go to e lib n find for bks to kip myself occupied....bubbye....au revoir...
