Jun 19, 2009

- I live to be a prisoner in my own home -

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day


daniel powter - 'bad day'


this was how today went for me but oh well, i shall persevere. life is too short to give up anyway.

Jun 17, 2009

"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us." -Walt Emerson

BAKING.

RUNNING.

my two getaways. allowing me to forget and live a life where nothing matters. not having to worry about anything. giving me the opportunity to escape reality. it's wrong but it's my way of dealing. perhaps one day i will learn the proper way of dealing life and quit being so aloof but till that day comes, baking and running will be my choice of drug. hey, if it helps, i'll say take it.

Jun 2, 2009

- “Alright, what is it that has you this happy at this time in the morning?”
“Were I to tell you, you would most likely suffer cardiac arrest. Believe me, you do not want to know.” -

holy crap. i just had an epiphany. i'm addicted to pastry. as in really really IN LOVE with them. if given the choice between pastries and fast food, without a doubt the former would be the winner. it just taste SO good. it's kind of like a drug to me. i have to have at least one pastry each day. that's why at my house there's always some type of pastry which i made over the weekends. be it cookies, brownies, cakes or etc, there would always be some on hand that i can easily grab and go before i head to school.

anyway, im trying not to bake a lot nowadays cause the only one that seem to be eating them is me and that's not good. so i only do it when i feel like doing them or when there is an occasion. though this coming weekend i'm definitely baking. a cake that is. it's my sister birthday and i'm baking her cake. so exciting!!

omg!!i just had a brilliant idea. since i'm dead broke (what's new right?), perhaps i can tell her this cake is my gift to her and better still, it comes deep down from my heart!!anyway, it's the thoughts that count right? ;-)