Jun 30, 2006

2 words i'd use to describe LIFE: COMPLICATED and UNFAIR

y muz dere b at least one or a couple of ppl that ALWAYS make our lives or things complicated?i mean, wad izit for?for e balance of humankind?bullshit....life will onli gt complicated if YOU let it get complicated...gt wad i mean?its very simple really...for all the simpletons out there, it means you have to make a stand...prevent things frm getting complicated...you got what it takes to stop it so y nt stop it?y suffer for e rest of ur life correct?well, im speaking from experience n trust me, after u get it all out, u have nvr felt better...the consequences may not be what u wan it to b or it may not turn out as u expected n u may not like it or u r just too afraid to face the consequences of ur action, but this is REALITY people...REALITY BITES....if it hven bitten u, u got a LONG way to go in this lifetime...trust me, the werld is not how u tink it shld b...its a totali new n different thing...ur comfort zone cannot be ur sanctuary for the whole of ur life...step out n do something that u urself find it shocking...one got to face their action, consequences, accept it n move along...no point in dwelling about what had happened...

as unreasonable as that may sound, thats life..n that's another reality check ppl...since when hv life been fair?because of the fact that life is unfair that we manage to turn the table around and make it as an advantage for us n not some sort of hindrance....u take ur anger, sadness or wadever, of being treated unfairly n invest it in something more worthwhile....ive always tot that life will ALWAYS be unfair even till i gt married n hv children...but u wanna noe sumting?life is full of surprises n u shld expect e unexpected....

have faith in wadever u do...fate doesnt determine ur future..its u that determine ur own fate which in turn determine ur future...believe in urself...tell urself that wadever life have in store for u n throw anything in ur wae, u will take everyting in stride n deal wif them....dun ever push it to one side n tell urself that u will come bak to it again n deal wif them later...believe me, it will accumulate up to the point whr u cnt take it animore n u feel as though everione around u is at fault n life is unfair...up to this point, thats all i cn sae in 2dae's entry...

the ball is in your court people...its ur turn to serve n make sure u think before u give it your best shot....

Jun 24, 2006

i'm in my bedroom right now writing this entry and on my bed...so obviously im using my sis lappie...so comfortable...orite, so i hv nt been updating for awhile...i've been veri bz going out, revising...sch is reopening in a wk's time...time past by so fast...i cnt believe it..n to top it off, my grandunc n grandaunt frm m'sia came down n they r going back on monday...dey r sleeping in my study room so tat explains me typing tis post in my bedrm using my sis lappie...n oh yea, they used my bed n in exchange, i had to slept on this super thin bed..god!its painful man...i mean, e bed is at most 5 inches thick n i can feel the woodof my bed frame...n to top it off, i had a super bad fall on wed coz i went blading at night wif my sis at east coast park round 8.30...it was so damn dark...orite...so thats a lie..s'pore is a veri well-lit country if u muz noe..ok.so i was blading right den i was talking wif my sis hu was in front..ok, i wasnt talking, more like shouting...den i didnt realize dere was an obstacle..so as usual, i lost balance n landed hard on my butt...REAL hard..no kidding...n up till now, it still hurts to sit down...so i learnt my lesson n not go blading to ppl...so ppl, NEVER go blading at nite...NEVER...

Jun 14, 2006

Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to HOLD ON.

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Jun 13, 2006

"Nothing is predestined: The obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings"

i found out that this quote is true..too true to be ignored..like another famous saying goes, "we learnt from our past mistakes" so that we will not repeat it which will eventually lead to a whole new beginning won't it?oh wells, such is life...bottomline, the past is actually the beginning of something new...

Jun 12, 2006

took a test just now, and here's the result:

ME: FUNNY FRIEND
Seriously, there's nothing like spending time with the person who just naturally brings out your sunny, and funny, side. Who wants to be dour and sour? Your upbeat attitude and appreciation for the lighter moments in life is what seals the deal for you and the resident comedian in your life. You know who we're talking about — the friend with the one-liners, the quick wit, the insightful commentaries on life's absurdities — the friend who can make you laugh even when they're poking fun at you.But even if they are telling a joke at your expense, you know you can count on them to keep you young at heart, laid-back, and fun-loving. When it comes down to it, would you want it to be any other way? No way!

Jun 10, 2006

i was sitting n i realized tat i dun hv much time left...time is not by my side...i got to learn how to let go for i know later i will regret...well, life maybe unfair while im still alive..but who knows tat mayb a few more months down the road it will get better...i hope it will happen soon cause i may not be there to see it happen...well, the thing that i reli wish for is to see a miracle happen...i know it may sound stupid, but it have yt to happen to me...sometimes we take life for granted n not be thankful for the things we have and now, i know the real meaning of being thankful because someday, the things that you have may be taken away from you so accept whatever things that you have in life now cause it mayb the greatest thing that could hv ever happened to you...people often complain what a shitty life they lead...what a boring family they have...and how people just don't understand them...the list goes on and on...well, let me tell you something, it is YOU that DEFINES how shitty you lead your life, how boring you can perceive your family to be and how you can actually open up and allow people to understand you...it is all in your power n its just a matter of whether you want to control it or not...

we sometimes never see what is right in front of us...we tend to search for things that are beyond our grasp...we never learn to appreciate the little things in life but instead, we appreciate the things that have made a significant contribution in our life...i find this freaking wrong...it is the little things in our life that we should be thankful for... without it, i doubt so we will be where we are today...A SHORT LIFE FILLED WITH GLORY...that will be how i explain life in this world...like i said before, time is not by my side n life maybe short but at least i know that it is filled with the glorious moments that i had...i don't know why i am so philisophical today...i guess once in a while everyone experiences it huh...i guess what i'm trying to say in this entry is to accept who you are, appreciate the little things in life and most of all, fill your life with happy moments and make sure nothing can dampen it...

Being an adult is not knowing more or doing more. It is making your own choice about how much you should know and how much you should do

Jun 6, 2006

hey peeps....yesterdae i went out wif two of my classmates...known dem since sec 1 n tis is our first time going out shopping....n hv been sitting beside dem since sec 1 until tis yr where our form teacher decided to change our sitting arrangements coz we,as in e whole class, r too comfortable wif whr we were seated...we tok a lot n nvr pay attention...to me it doesnt make ani difference coz wherever u put me, i cn bet wif u tat im gonna tok...dun care hu sits beside me one...im pretty much sociable...yup yup...orite..back to yesterdae...so we went to marina square n bought presents for one another...n i gt a rip curl beg!!tnx guys!!i reli reli like it n it took me i tink more den 30 mins to decide which beg i wanted...im a very picky person u noe...so tats y nt a lot of ppl like to teman me buy bdae gifts...ask bai n aidah...dey noe wad it feels like...i cnt help it if im e kind of gerl tat cnt make up her mind easily...i wld tell my frends tat i wanna gt a bdae gift...den aft walking n looking at e tings, i will tend nt to buy it coz i cldnt find e perfect gift...den e next dae i will ask dem to teman me again n e same will happen until dey finally gave up on me n nt follow me e next time around...haiz...such is life rite...

Jun 3, 2006

i had FUN!!!!!!REAL FUN yesterday.....no words cn describe yesterday....i went out wif bai,aidah n edah...god!!now i realised how MUCH i missed the old times...we made fun of one another n keep on repeating e mistakes one of us makes...if nt tat, laugh at someting tat one us do...like wen i go up e escalator n den i will turn around n face dem...dey laugh at me for tat...like dat aso dey find amusing...haiya, cheap thrills...if u want to amuse dem, its like trying to amuse a bunch of 3 yrs old...hahax...anw, yesterday was great...i had so much fun...thanx guys...n to make tings better, i went out wif raini...we went to town,finding for clothes...went frm one place to another place n yt raini stil cldnt find her shirt...very picky tat gerl...like me huh?anw,we went to far east plaza den go tm n den go cs...meet round 3 came bak home round 8.30...god!!my feet were killing me siah...i had cramps!!so yest otw home rite, i was telling raini bout e incident whereby i said i was a lesbian...***FYI PPL:IM NOT A LESBIAN***...it was meant to b a joke bt one of my schmate took it criusli n totali overreacted...i was rolling my eyes siah...den otw home rite, i put my hands round both of my gerl frends n tat schmate of mine was looking at me one kind...den i told raini tat mayb i shld wear a shirt tat saes, "HELLO PPL!!I'M NOT A FREAKING LESBIAN" and at e back i put "I JUST ENJOY HUGGING THAT'S ALL"...wonder wad wld happen if tat schmate of mine saw me hugging one of my frends huh...mayb faint n nvr wake up...nw tat wld help u alot aidah..