another day, another story. part 151
This one is dedicated to you my friend.
i have always cared
Despite you being an unfair friend
But now you've left me bare
With only myself left to fend
Our friendship was then at stake
When you found you significant other
But you didn't even did a double take
Nor take the time to bother
The damage is done
For nothing can justify your actions
And you have let me down
By making me think our friendship was a complete perfection
I know I have been delusional
Thinking that you would change
But I have come to a conclusion
That perhaps our friendship was just a game
omg!!!after exams i chiong like nobody's business man. i went out with bai and aidah on thurs. we went to have our lunch at LJS and i kept on insisting that aidah was moody. she was!!she looked all so dark, black and gloomy. or is that because of her colour?i gt no idea.hahax...sorry deary, it was meant as a joke. don't take it to personally aite. then we went window shopping round tampines and aidah told bai not to ever go shopping with me. its because i take a very long time to decide what to buy. but bai backed me up instead. isnt she the best? we also went to checked out all the hair SALON. see what are the best prices. ok make that, what are the cheapest prices. trust me, when im broke, i'm dead broke.
on firday, we aso met up. i met up with bai 1st at novena then met up with ifah at orchard. she was late as usual so no biggie...we went to look for her beatles dvd n by god!!it was bloody $169!!im nt about to fork out anything more than 30 or 40 bux...n aniwae, i dnt find it worth it to spent all my hard earned savings on beatles. maybe for ifah its worth every cents.bt definitely nt me. alright, after that, we head down to century to cut bai's hair. initially, i didnt want to cut my hair. i was adamant about keeping my hair, but then i see bai cutting her hair, it looked so fun. hahax...weird word but it was what i felt. honestly!!so i asked the person a thousand and one qns and finally decided to cut my hair. i was shocked when the person actualli straightened my hair. i mean it was temporary but still!i was shocked. i looked....different.right?bt i still like my hair wavy. so after getting my hair done, went window shopping wif ifah while waiting for bai to finish with her hair n oh ya, i made full use of my handphone camera. trust me, i fully utilised the function. i mean, its once in a lifetime look!!!coz i wuld never gt my hair straighten again....n oh yeah, i just realised i dnt hv pics of me n aidah. dude, r u camera shy?
me and ifah b4 cutting my hair
here's the 3 of us on thurs nite
cool mirror image
It's funny how life's journey may take you.
I've always prided myself as someone who keeps their emotions in control. Crying in front of someone is never an option. Sure, I've cried in front of people but they are my family members. So it is alright. But lately, I think crying is not a sign of weakness. It allows you to feel better and move on with your life but of course you can't indulge yourself with it. I'm the kind of person that thinks 'whatever I do not know won't kill me.' I've lived staunchly by this statement and so far, it does not get me anywhere. So now, I know better. I should open my eyes to all the possibilities and not let whatever things I do not know, be the cause of my sufferings or misery in the future.
So many things are happening in my life right now and yet, none of closest friends knows about it. I do not know whether is it because I don't want to tell them or is it because they couldn't spare a minute to ask how I am doing. It's funny how they say that they would always be there for you and should you need anything, they are just a call away. It may be true for some of my friends but the ones I expected have let me down. Apart from my siblings, they were not the first one I turn to. Heck, their name didn't even cross my mind when I got the news and to think I consider those people my close friends, the ones I thought we would go through thick and thin together and come hell or high water, we'd be there for one another. So now I know better. As time move on, so do our lives. Our circle of friends changes and there will never be a point in time of your life that you would have friendship that live up to your expectations. True friends are the ones who don't need any reasons to contact you. They contact you just for the sake of contacting and asking how you are.
So, as of this moment, there are 6 billion 4 hundred 70 million 8 hundred 18 thousand 6 hundred and 71 people in this world. And all I'm asking for is one kind soul to ask how I am doing.
HOLY SMOKES!! When was the last time updated?! I definitely have a very good reason for not blogging. Ok, maybe not acceptable throughout my whole hiatus, but at least there was a reason. So many things have been going on since the last time I updated. The good and the bad but what the hell, it all feels the same for me.
I shall not dwell into the past then. It's not my kind of thing. Defiantly. Anyway, guess what?!i have done my shopping!! I know it quite early for shopping, but I couldn't help myself. I was deprived!!! It had been a very stressful week. What with one assignment after another due back to back. So I did some splurging and forked out about 150 bucks for that. On Saturday, I went out with Bai. Went to get her stuffs then we headed back down to tampines and made our way to Body Shop. There we spent about 66 bucks. I thought I was going to stop there but then I went out with my sisters on Sunday. We goofed around and we were on a mission on that day. We kept track of how many people wore the "Little Miss" top that is so common nowadays and by god! There were so many of them. Then we kidded around and asked each other what best suits us. And so we used our god given intelligence and came up with this. Bai was "Little Miss Dumbass" and me was "Little Miss Smartass." Very fitting don't ya think?
Anyway, I think I'm seriously dead broke. For real this time. On Sunday in itself, I spent about 93 bucks. Can you believe that!!! Went out with my sisters at about 1.45pm and reached home round 10 pm. Totally knackered by then. My legs were damn sore. Alright, moving on. For every shop that we went into, I just had to buy something. The urge to spend was so overwhelming! It overrides my voice of reason and rationality. Trust me, on that day, I think my voice of reason took a sabbatical leave. I spent like as though I had an endless pocket of money. Well, it was fun while it lasted. Then me and my second sis, out of the blue, talked about making our own tees with our own slogan. Then she came up with one where it says "All eyes on me" across the chest. Then when she explained to me the reason for that and I was laughing like hell. It was a great sister bonding though.
Then on Monday, I met up with Bai (again) and Ifah. I and Bai were still on the hunt for the "Little Miss" tees. No idea why we were still on the hunt, but trust me, "Little Miss" is getting a bit overrated. So I told Bai about what me and my sis talked about on Sunday. Then we further improvised and came up with a few slogans of ourselves. It was so fun! I was so into it that I decided to make a tee with my own slogan on it. Serious! Even Bai and Aidah agreed. Now all I have to do is decide which slogan I want. Huh. Now that's a problem there.
