Mar 31, 2009

-Don’t you think our personalities seem a bit different without our facade?
Hidden within this masquerade, we are completely different people-
1. Persistent sad, anxious, or “empty” mood
2. Feelings of hopelessness or pessimism
3. Feelings of guilt, worthlessness, or helplessness
4. Loss of interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities that were once enjoyed,including sex
5. Decreased energy, fatigue, or feeling “slowed down”
6. Difficulty concentrating, remembering, or making decisions
7. Insomnia, early-morning awakening, or oversleeping
8. Appetite and/or weight loss or overeating and weight gain
9. Thoughts of death or suicide or actual suicide attempts
10.Restlessness or irritability
- taken from psychcentral.com

well, i'm glad to say that i do not meet ALL of these signs. so all of you can be rest assured that i am not depressed. you guys will not be seeing me going around with a pen knife with the intend to slash my wrists whenever the pressure is too much or penning down my last words on any available paper i find. i AM sane you know.

anyway, i'm helping you guys too, albeit indirectly. who knows, maybe y'all have these signs but you're unaware about it. now, thanks to me, you guys are more concious of how near you are to a state of depression. i may have just saved your bloody life. ;-)

your welcome guys!!hahahahahx...

Mar 30, 2009

-an obsession that may cost you your life is one that is not worth obsessing about-

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i got a major confession. i'm obsessed. if you still can't figure out what i'm still obsessed about by now, please do navigate away from this page. i'm sick and it's taking a toll. i hate this. i hate the fact that everyone says i'm fine, ok, acceptable and what makes me hate it even more is that i KNOW they are right. i know they are. but in my mind, i keep on thinking i'm not. at the back of my mind, sure i agree with them but there will just be moments where i give in . what more do i need to make myself see what they are seeing? i got plenty of proofs. that's why i said i'm sick. but i got help. got myself my own personal shrink. love her to bits!!thanks kak.saiyidah.though there's the pros and cons. pros: it's free and i can get consultation at my convenience. cons: even when i don't want to hear any consultation she will give it to me. i can't run away from it.hahahax...

trust me, doing things the way i am doing is not the right way. i'm no longer exercising to keep myself healthy. i'm exercising to keep up with my obsession.

Mar 25, 2009

-Those things said in anger are usually exactly what we mean, when we have too little control to stop ourselves-
think happy thoughts.
get back up.
find my happy place.
ignore the pain.
resist the need to cry.
dust myself up after falling.
have faith in myself even if they do not.
don't listen to those who are out there to hurt you.
you are who you are.
follow your instincts.

Mar 21, 2009

-Sometimes, you will discover that you are exactly where you need to be, whether you like it or not.-


Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying and
These are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

So why’d you have to go
Why’d you have to go
Why’d you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don’t know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me
Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

no matter what happens, you still have my respect as well as my love. I love you.

Mar 14, 2009

-A coward is someone who makes decisions based only on their fears-

it has been revived!!!MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

insane, i know. but i can't help it. i finally made my waffles!!not using the stove but with...wait for it..wait for it...but with my waffle maker!!i'm so excited. can't believe that old thing can still work. i thought it was a goner when i kind of submerged the whole thing in water when i was cleaning it. i mean, i had to clean it. it's been collecting dust in the storeroom for ages. now i don't have to spent $1.80 just to satisfy my craving for waffles. i can do it anytime i want. awesome huh...love it love it love it!!!

Mar 11, 2009

- Sometimes you've got to save yourself. And sometimes you've just got to go in search of someone to pick up the pieces for you. -

I'm Back.
I'm Bored.
I'm Broke.


the dreaded Bs. how mundane can my life be. but oh well, i did have fun during the four days of freedom. it's just me, my sister, our money and tonnes of shopping centres. sure Genting don't have that many shopping centres but who said we only went to Genting. being the adventurous people that we are, my sister and i went down to KL to do our shopping. it was fun!i get to eat my A&W waffles!!finally. why did they close the ones in Singapore? it's unreasonable. same goes for baskin robin. i had tonnes of ice cream there. everyday it's a must to either have ice cream or coffee. so sue me for pampering my tastebuds but i can't help it. i'm human and i'm weak. can't resist temptation you know. sometimes you just got to give in.

anyway, i'm too lazy to type and i know some of you are too lazy to read long entries so i shall bid u guys farewell and let the pictures do the talking.


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