Sep 28, 2005

guess wad??i jz realised e number of times i start my entries wif hey ppl...guess its a habit huh....ntg reli much happened todae bt im so pissed off rite nw...okie..so i was supposed to pick up my bro todae..so b4 tat i went to buy snax for my sis lah...so i was late for a few minutes...den wen i tried looking for him wen he wasnt dere..my blood was oredi boiling..i was pissed off..i told him again n again nt to go off wifout me 1st...aarrgghh!!!he actuali went bak wif his frends...my god!!if aniting happened to him..i'll b e one held responsible siah!!n tis was nt e first time mind u!!!oritey...i gtg...sorie for e super short entry ya....

Sep 27, 2005

Hey ppl...orite...so rite now im typing my entry in windows microsoft coz rite nw I dun hv access to my internet...e router hv been plugged off coz my hse is being repainted...I luv e new colour...if u guys wana noe wad colour it is..cum to my hse n c for urself...orite...so todae we gt bak our bio test paper bak in which we sat for it like a month ago...my bio was my 5th n 6th period n so...well...lets jz sae I cldnt reli concentrate during my 1st to 4th period...my mind was off sumwhere else...I was so afraid tat I failed or worst still...scared tat I gt below 30 coz if I did...den I had to copy e WHOLE qns paper...including e diagrams, qns n correct ans...thank god I gt above 30...i was like...phew...den after tat I felt as though a heavy burden hv been lifted off my chest...den after tat we had a maths...ntg much xcept tat we did a specimen paper in grps..kinda fun..we do n tok at e same time...bt mostli we tok...heck ah...dun understand a thing wads going on so mite as well tok rite...hahax...den during ss we practiced structured n source based qns...my cher asked us to take out the point...den giv example den explain...I was like..."cher...wad's e point...I cnt find e point"...actuali I had e points its jz dat I wan teacher's points coz den after she giv her points she will giv her examples n explanations aso mah...so for wad tink too hard...during e 2nd break...went to e3 n met wif ifah farah dey all...den dey were toking bout tis one programme tats gona b aired on thurs...i tink its called "anugerah" or sumting...dun reli noe...den wen dey were toking bout tat...i was asking so mani qns...i kept asking hu's tis n hu's tat...sorie ya bt I cnt rmbr wad's deir name...it's a malay award show n fancy calling myself a malay...dun even noe hu's in it...den dey kept on saying tat dey wana get e tix to watch it live...i was tinking to myself ah tat I'd rather gt tix for e movie awards or sumting else..hahax...better n worth my time...orite2...im nt out here to condemn e malay award show its jz dat I dun quite reli like malay award shows coz I barely noe hu dey r...so sorie ya if I hv offended anione of u guys or gals out dere...oritey...i gtg...bubbye...

Sep 26, 2005

hey ppl...im so sorie for nt updating during e wkend...ntg much reli happened so tats y i didnt update...sorie ya...orite..so todae we had our oral exams..i gt tis teacher...a lot of ppl sae he's veri fierce n niwae his fierce IS fierce...so i was god damn nervous lah...bt den after e oral...i actuali find him quite orite..hes nt wad he seems on e outside..so i hope i pass my oral ya...criusli...ntg much reli happened todae..so tats y im gona end my post wif another poem...njoy ya n oh yeah..bro, gd luck for ur prelims ya!!
As you travel through life there are always those times
When decisions just have to be made,
When the choices are hard,
and solutions seem scarce,
And the rain seems to soak your parade.
There are some situations where all you can do
Is simply let go and move on,
Gather your courage and choose a direction
That carries you toward a new dawn.
So pack up your troubles and take a step forward -
The process of change can be tough,
But think about all the excitement ahead
There might be adventures you never imagined
Just waiting around the next bend,
And wishes and dreams just about to come true
In ways you can't yet comprehend!
Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new things
As you challenge your status quo,
And learn there are so many options in life,
Perhaps you'll go places you never expected
And see things that you've never seen,
Or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds
And wonderful spots in between!
Perhaps you'll find warmth and affection and caring
And somebody special who's there
To help you stay cantered and listen with interest
To stories and feelings you share.
Perhaps you'll find comfort in knowing your friends
Are supportive of all that you do,
And believe that whatever decisions you make,
They'll be the right choices for you.
So keep putting one foot in front of the other,
And taking your life day by day...
There's a brighter tomorrow that's just down the road -
Don't look back! You're not going that way!

hey ppl...im so sorie for nt updating during e wkend...ntg much reli happened so tats y i didnt update...sorie ya...orite..so todae we had our oral exams..i gt tis teacher...a lot of ppl sae he's veri fierce n niwae his fierce IS fierce...so i was god damn nervous lah...bt den after e oral...i actuali find him quite orite..hes nt wad he seems on e outside..so i hope i pass my oral ya...criusli...ntg much reli happened todae..so tats y im gona end my post wif another poem...njoy ya n oh yeah..bro, gd luck for ur prelims ya!!
Life can be short or long, dull or exiciting, That depends on how you play your song, Your heart counts too, as you will see, For without it, your mind would flee, To endless suffering, pain and sorow, It depends too, on how you tackle problems, One might take a left turn, the other a right, Choices are made, not by other people, But by individuals, Be in control of your life, Look at the big picture, as they say, A tiny part do the problems play, In your colourful and stylish life, Don't sit around and mope and cry, Just stand up and wipe those tears dry.

-author unknown-

hey ppl...im so sorie for nt updating during e wkend...ntg much reli happened so tats y i didnt update...sorie ya...orite..so todae we had our oral exams..i gt tis teacher...a lot of ppl sae he's veri fierce n niwae his fierce IS fierce...so i was god damn nervous lah...bt den after e oral...i actuali find him quite orite..hes nt wad he seems on e outside..so i hope i pass my oral ya...criusli...ntg much reli happened todae..so tats y im gona end my post wif another poem...njoy ya n oh yeah..bro, gd luck for ur prelims ya!!


Life can be short or long, dull or exiciting,
That depends on how you play your song,
Your heart counts too, as you will see,
For without it, your mind would flee,
To endless suffering, pain and sorow,
It depends too, on how you tackle problems,
One might take a left turn, the other a right,
Choices are made, not by other people,
But by individuals,
Be in control of your life,
Look at the big picture, as they say,
A tiny part do the problems play,
In your colourful and stylish life,
Don't sit around and mope and cry,
Just stand up and wipe those tears dry.

-author unknown-

Sep 22, 2005

omg!!!todae was such a nerve-wrecking dae siah..i mean i had my debate after sch which was bout 3pm bt debate was e last item so actuali for us it started at bout 5 plus...my mind was constantli memorising e points im suppose to sae for e debate so i didnt reali pay attention in class...bt at least i gt to skip malay lesson coz me n my team members were allowed ti discuss bout e debate...we had a few last min changes bt ntg tat we cnt handle..den wen it was alomost our turn..my hand was shaking n it felt cold...i was like.."ok farz..deep breaths.."..den me n suffian was like saying.."tis is like drama all over again"..coz b4 our performance during e syf n nafa, we felt nervous n our hands were cold..so tats y we said its like drama all over again niwae ...e other team was veri gd...n wen i mean veri gd..i meant real gd...in e end we gt second...dun reli care though coz u c..i dun reali excel wen comes to debating in malay..its jz nt my ting...n oh yea..jz wana sae thank u for all those hu came to support us...thanx ya...orite..so after e debate nded..my mind was den filled wif panic coz tmw i gt a maths test n i had to do chem tys...i was like shit shit shit...den i came bak home n straight away did ,y chem tys n den after dat took a bath n studied for my amaths test...im so freakin' blur siah bout amaths...i dunnoe how to draw tangent graphs!!!!rite nw im recalling bak wad i hv learnt bout amaths while typing tis entry...god!!its damn difficult..orite lah..i gtg n refresh my memories on amaths...bubbbye!!
p.s: sori ppl..didnt hv e time to find for ani nice poems..mayb in e next post k...

Sep 21, 2005

hiya ppl...todae is quite orite...we had our malay nppa...i tok bout my dreams...n i said tat i wanted to become a psychologist....halway thru it i 4gt wad i supposed to sae..so heck ah..i replaced it wif other infos...hahax...den after tat had emaths n i didnt do so well..i mean i passed bt nt up to my standard...haiz...den during eng..we practiced for our english oral..at first we were given tis pic n we were suppose to describe it..n so we did lah..den my frends describe it using singlish all e wae n cher was pissed off...she said tat is an example of instant failure...hahax...orite den after tat, she giv us tis piece of paper wif werds n she wans us to pronounce each n everi werd...i didnt noe tat some werds r jz too hard to pronounce..for example,burgeois..its mean middle class...all of us had trouble pronouncing it...all kinds of funi pronounciation came out..hahax...den one of my frends pronounce jeopardy as geopadi...den e whole class was laughing like hell..hahax...den after sch went to search for mr razali..he's in charge of our debate team..we decided to change one of e speaker coz tis speaker didnt cum for e meetings n we find it hard to contact her so we change lor...we waited for him for quite a while so in e end we decided to giv up n i followed my frend buy bubble tea..den on e wae my frend called saying tat we cn change speakers n dat we hv to create a poem based on debate..i was like...wth??!!i mean..hell-o!!im nt a poet or aniting n niwae e debate is tmw!!tis is SO last minute.....nw im searching for a source of inspiration for my poem..haiz...wad cn u write bout debate siah?im totali clueless...n oh yea..im so nervous for tmw...wad if i mixed up all my pts??wad if i 4gt all my points?shit shit shit....im scared siah...orite lah..i gtg n find my source of inspirationn btw..i found another swit poem frm e same webbie..enyoy n bubbye...
tired of being labeled,
loner,weird or sad
sick of all trouble
starting to feel mad
you want to be untitled
want to be yourself
just want to be a nobody
and be nobody else
be prepared for the world
you hold so loosely in your hand
it's time to finally realise
it's a no man's land
forget everybody else
they never really mattered
live life to the fullest
and let your problems scatter
~guitardevil23~

Sep 20, 2005

hey ppl!!!wah!!todae veri tired siah...came bak late coz we had to discuss debate...bt its actuali for malay n nt english...fyi..malay aso gt debate bt its called 'bahas' instead...ok..so it was a last minute discussion...we hv to debate on tis coming thurs so we had to cracked our brain real hard jz 2 gt e points out n oh yea...e topic is...sons r better then daughters n we oppose it..so we disagree tat sons r better den girls...it shld make it better for me since im a gerl n i shld hv 1001 n reasons y daughters r betters den sons rite?bt i criusli gt no idea siah...my mind was a total blank...fancy calling myself a daughter..huh...hahax...i so cn bet tat wen i go up dere to deliver my points..i cn confirm tati'll 4gt everiting...god!!okie...enuf bout debate....todae we did our chem test correction...i was so quite unhapi coz u c if i failed a test paper rite..i dun reli like to c e paper animore...dunnoe y...weird rite..bt if i pass..i dun mind looking at it constantli..hahax...den during ss, we had free period coz my cher was absent n b4 tat we had a maths n i was totali lost...we were learning tis binomial tingy...too mani numbers siah...den we had tis one hell of a long formula..n my cher said tat it'd b on e cover pg..den during other lessons she aso gt sae some other formulas will aso b on e cover pg..n i was like...mite as well rite ALL e formulas rite?i mean if u cn take e time to print some formulas, mite as well take a lil bit more time to print all e formulas rite?make my life easier siah...haiz...den last 2 periods we had emaths...we had to do tis emaths trail thru e comp...its veri crappy if u ask me...bt wad to do..its considered as one of e nppa...we were given tis ws n we r suppose to do e qns typed out on e comp lah...criusli, its so crappy until i find it hard to describe it..so enuf bout it oredi...ok..ok i found tis reali2 nice poem frm poetictimes.com n i wanna share it wif u guys..hope u guys like it...
please understand what i'm saying
you make me live a life of pure insanity
running me around in circles day after day
picking fights over some stupid shit
stop trying to live my life
let me take control
there's something you need to know
with scream you make
i break only to mend and become stronger
with every comment you state
i hate only to forgive once again
with every promise you break
i fall only to get back up again
with every dream you shatter
i break only to mend and become stronger
than you
~by lynda~

Sep 19, 2005

omg!!i totali totali 4gt to sae wad happened ytd!!!guess i was too pissed to even write bout it...orite..so here's wad happened...i went for my religious ytd in e morning n it was raining heavily...so i decided to use my ripples slippers instread of my usual one...n fyi..i jz bought it ya...ok..so i wore it to sch n den after sch ends..tats bout 10.30..my slippers wasnt dere!!!i specificalli remembered i placed it on e rack!!den wen i went down e stairs, i cldnt find my slippers..i was like.."fuck siah!!my slippers gone siah!!n its brand new!!"...so by den i was criusli pissed off..den i aso gt to find out tat one of my frends slippers aso gt stoled n hers was ripples as well...den i wen round e whole sch searching for my dear slipper..den since it cldnt b found...i kinda...sota took other ppl's slippers...i noe, i noe...its a bad ting to do..bt hey!!wad e hell am i suppose to wear to go bak home?!...barefoot??nah-uh...den wen i ask my mum to replace my slippers wif a new one she said no...she said tat i gt too mani slippers oredi..tat is so nt true...i onli hv bout..like wad...5 or 6 pairs...nt as though i gt one whole closet of it rite..haiz...definitely nt my luck man n e ting tat made me relax was my bro!!so hapi!!rite2?hahax...honoured rite??hahax..okie..i've officialli went crazy bt heck ah..hu cares man...orite..bak to todae...so todaes nt so bad..gt bak my malay n chem result...i did terribly for chem..as expected..derr...malay..nt quite bad for a gerl hu hv been getting Bs...ntg interesting happened todae..criusli man...is e werld getting more n more boring or izzit jz me?i tink its jz me..i dunnoe wads happening..bt im so bored everidae..i mean my daily routine..will b like..erm..go sch..study,study,study until sian...den go bak home do hw n den play comp...haiz..boring rite?i noe...orite ah..i gtg...bubbye ppl...

Sep 18, 2005

hey hey hey....how ya doing partner?hahax...niwae..enuf of my crapiness...okie...so e weekend is alomost over...god!!its so fast n tmw is oredi sch..haiz...so tired of it...wad to do..gt to educate my mind n niwae my fan club is waiting for me..hahax...orite..so todae ntg's much happened...jz dat todae was e last dae for my religious class exams...god..i was so relieved...had enuf of tests oredi..got to hv a break man!!rite nw..im waiting for my dinner to cum..we r ordering pizza..yeah!!its been quite a while since ive last eaten pizza...i mean, e last time i ate was a few months ago...pathetic rite?yeah...i noe...todae was veri boring to e core siah!!i mean i came bak home round 12 den did my hw...for sum unknown reasons, i actuali did hw for e first time..hahax...den after tat i followed my mum send my dad to his dinner function at tis hotel...cnt reali rmbr it...thank god we didnt hv to follow...den tmw he's gona hv another dinner function..at e hyatt hotel..damn!!my dad is so lucky...too bad he cnt bring home some of e food...hahax...honestli speaking..i dun reli like functions...i mean u hv to dress-up n im so nt tat type or gerl...i mean i dunlike to wear formal clothes..its jz so nt me...wonder how im going ot survive graduation nite..tat is provided im going next yr or nt..okiez...i gtg...bubbye...

Sep 16, 2005

hey peeps!!!im so so so so so sori tat ive nt updated my blog for quite sumtime....im reli3 sori for tat...e reason is tat i had my common tests n i had to study for it since i didnt revise aniting during e one week break...aniwae...moz of e tests r difficult...e one n onli paper tat i find ez is e maths paper...honestli speaking..i dun reli like maths bt i dunnoe y i find tat e easiest paper...okie...so done wif my tests...orite..so todae after sch i went out wif my frends...its been quite a long time since i last went out wif dem...it was great though...sori i hv nt been spending much time wif u guys ya...aniwae...today one whole dae i slacked siah...we didnt hv bio n p.e coz of e common tests..den during phy we did our ipw project at e comp lab...den during tis period, i had a fan club...my frends were e one tat made tat fan club...e called it zorro fanclub..hahax...i noe..veri crappy...its a long story as to how i gt tat name...continuing on wif my story..den dey all behaved like as though dey were reli3 my fans...den one of dem was so over e top until i beat him n he said,"wow....zorro beat me. im veri honoured."....i was like....wth...den halfwae thru ipw, we had to change lab..den one of my ''fans'' actuali said,"make wae for zorro.excuse, excuse.."....i felt like as though i was like a vip siah...hahax...orite..till here den..wana watch inuyasha...chiao.....

Sep 11, 2005

hi peeps!!!how y'all doing?so todaes e last dae of e holidaes huh??hope u guys njoyed it...i noe i did....orite..so todae i had my religious class exams...i did study for it bt wen i sat for e paper...my mind went blank!!i panicked siah!!!i was like, "oh shit!"...i mean e structed essay carry more den 50% of e total marks...it was 60 marks n e other 40 marks cum frm e multiple choice n fill in e blanks..it so crappy...its worst den my history paper man!!den after dat i went bak home...did some revision at last...took me daes to start tat..n den send my dad to werk n nw here i am...using e comp..oritey..till here den...njoy ur last few hrs of freedom ya!!

Sep 10, 2005

im back ppl....orite..todae was e most boring dae i had!!!i mean..i woke..did my maths hwk den after used e comp for awhile den went out....after i came home...i was forced to play wif my bro for some unseen reasons....we played monopoly....i was on a winning strike n my bro..was well...lets jz sae its nt his lucky dae...he den told me he doesnt wan to play animore...wad a sore loser...ok...e dae after tmw will b e 1st dae of sch bak after e 1 wk break...i dun wana go to sch!!!i hate sch!!!i mean...cmon..hu ever goes to sch for e sake of studying??i go to sch for e sake of meeting my frends..onli some insane mind goes to sch for studying...haiz..wad to do...well..at least after e whole sch terms end we gt a 2 mths break b4 we go on to sec 4...e most crucial yr of secondary sch life....i mean..tats wad we hv been preparing for since sec one isnt it??orite..till here den..chioz...

Sep 8, 2005

hiya ppl!!so how's ur holidea going?mine is going on jz fine...ntg much happened...hven even start studying...shld b freaking out now...bt im nt...funi ting is dat i feel guilty...weird huh??well...tats me.......niwae...jz came bak frm eld...yup..eld is bak...we r suppose to do a combine play wif e commonwealth peeps...looking forward to it though...niwae..jz now we gt to noe e juniors...dey r actuali quite funi...wen i c dem..i rmbr myself being in deir shoes once...had a flashbak dere...dey r actuali quite a fun bunch to hang out wif if u reli try to gt to noe dem...den after dat we had to act out individually...its called improvisation...orite..so after dat went bak home n to my horror to find out tat my mum didnt cook...i was reli famished after eld..dunnoe y..muz b bcoz i skipped breakfast...aniwae..den i had to eat tuna n now tinking as to where to go hv my dinner...tinking of swensen bt i nt tat rich leh...so i tink i shall stick wif either food culture or kfc..stil haven make up my mind...oritey..gtg...c ya soon...

Sep 2, 2005

hie peeps!!!wad's up??so sorie didnt update...been veri bz wif...stuffs...orite..make sure u appreciate tis entry coz im in e middle of watching inuyasha ya....okie..so on wed me n raini wen nak to my pri sch...e teachers dae visit ends at 3 pm bt we came round 5.25...so we called our ex form teacher to allow us to go in...n u noe wads e reason he told e security guard to allow us in??he said we r helping him....wad siah...bt it was worth it..i told him e onli reason i came bak to tis sch was bcoz last yr i didnt come..so last yr wen we came to help him out to relief his class, we asked hu came for teachers dae n he actuali took out a pic n said everibodi cam xcept for tis 2 gerls.....n those 2 gerls were me n raini...aniwae..so we ACTUALI had to help him out...n he asked us drinks we wan??den raini said she wants starbucks n i said i wan coffeebean..den wen i turn to look at him, he was taking out his coins...my god..so unbelievable...so budget...okie..so todaes e last dae of sch!!yeah!!hv to cum bak for chem remedial n aso gt drama on thurs...aidah..cum ah on thurs...lazy siah u...so..i gt my progress report..done quite bad...for me lah...gt 3 As, 3Bs, one C n an F..which expectedli is amaths...i so nid to buck up in my amaths....hate amaths....niwae..i gt a1 for bio...veri glad for tat..i mean...hell-o...i revised for tat test at nite siah....coz b4 e dae of e test i gt my nafa performance...oritey...till her den....njoy e holidaes y'all!!!